Poem Written Before Jumping Down An Eight Mile Rabbit Hole

by Steven Gulvezan



POEM WRITTEN BEFORE JUMPING DOWN AN EIGHT MILE RABBIT HOLE

Drink through the eternal
Night
Bukowski you big-shot poet
Sucking your beer
Through a rose-colored
Straw

You say the beat-up losers
Identify with you
And keep you famous

The men in empty rooms
Working factory jobs
With hateful wives
And deviant children
Hopeless in their despair

Wake up Bukowski
These are not the people
Who worship at your shrine

The men who have already
Been broken
Do not read your poetry
If anything they hate you
For escaping their world

It's the young punks
Who think you're cool

You are
The ultimate idealized proto-father
Banging young snatch
Playing the poetry game
And winning

Triumphant over the reality
Of beastly labor
And boring endless decades

These children dream
That they too
Will be able to accomplish
What you have done
Bukowski
Purveyor of fantasies
Why didn't you tell them the truth?

They grow older
Sadder
And wiser
With every throb
Of the arteries
In their slowly hardening
Hearts


About Steven Gulvezan


Steven Gulvezan is a disciple, in words, of the great sculptor, Alberto Giacometti. At their best he hopes that his stories and poems are able to cut close enough to the bone of truth to make them worthwhile to read. He’s recently been published in Underground Voices, Gutter Eloquence, and Danse Macabre. Links to some of his writings may be found at: http://www.mysterywriters.org/user/607